missing badly...

ak skrg nie sdg parah dilanda penyakit RINDU...susahnye ble merindui seseorg kan??mereka la insan2 yg sering menggamit perasaan ku di kala kesunyian...

MAMA,
puteri mu ini amat2 la merindui diri mu..andai mama tahu betapa dalam nye rindu mira kat mama, mst mama dtg cnie skrg jugak..huk3..tp adk2 nk exam..tape la,andai umo masih panjang n diberikn kesempatan oleh Allah, pasti mira akan blk ke dlm dakapan mama jugak..i juz wanna say how much i love u..

baby ezah,
ezah nk taw x,yg ya rndu gler kat ezah..kalo ya jmpe ezah,ya cubit2 pipi ezah..ya cium2 pipi ezah..ya plok ezah kuat2..bia ezah x lari..hee..i really miss ur mischievousness la darling...snts teringat keletah budak kecik sorg nie..hurmm..how much time flies already..u r ours now..really glad everything goes well..

KMNS,
bak kate adikku,KOMUNIS...hahaha..sengal..well..kolej matrikulasi negeri sembilan byk mengajar ak erti kedewasaan,kematangan,kesabaran,kesusahan,kesenangan....kat cnie la tmpt bgn jatoh ak..my bittersweet..byk kngn mnis n pahit..tp dgn adanye member2 kt sne,lbey byk melakar memory manis dlm idop ak..btape ak merindui kalian..may ALLAH bless each one of us ya..

homesweethome,
x sgke ow,bru je pindah ctu bln 3 aritu..tp da wat ak rnd sgt nk blk sne..maybe sbb umah tue mmg dh ditakdirkan tok kami sekeluarga..ktorg pon ngam je dok ctu..

myself,
ak rindu diri ak yg b'smgt..yg x involve ngan all da mushy things..once kte da terjebak,susa nak buang..hurmm,andai masa bole reverse,ak x nk involve ngan die..tp sdkt sbyk,die mengajar ak erti idop..thanx to die yg pena knl..bukan ak x knl die da,cme ak nk buang dr idop ak..ak x perlu kan die..i juz need me,myself and i..disamping my family n friends..thanx tok kalian yg x pena bosan melatari setiap inci idop ku..

*peace*

baking time!!

blueberry cake

black forest cake

071010

smlm last kitchen kt pastry..ktorg wat 3 jenis cake..choc n vanilla sponge cake and marble cake..then ade gak choc mousse,bread butter pudding n creme caramele..x smpt nk amik pic coz tolg eka lap utensils..hee..rajin kan..(riak je ow)..kre dis week sume kek menjadi r..pastue time nk decorate kek mmg bez..walaupon menguji tahap keimanan n kesabaran ak la..huhu..siap berebut ngan imran lg nk decorate black forest cake..kre kek tue,hasil ak ngan die r.. blueberry cake,my other grupmate yg wat coating..then ak n imran berebut lg nk decorate..muahaha..thanx to biha n fathen=)..


blk2 bilik je ade lg 1 kek..abg feha bli kn kek tok die sempena beday die..so mmg x abes la kek..now,ade kt dlm fridge blk pantry..hahaha..smpn tok melantak ptg nie..sori people,x ley nk bg korg rse..tp mmg sedap r..hee..dats all 4 now..daa

*peace

MY LIFE,NOT YOURS!!!!

I dont care if you like me or not, because it's better to be hated for who you are than loved for whom you're not. Unless you lived my life, dont judge me because you dont know, never have and never will know every little thing and detail about me. Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past. There's a point in your life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything but it's not giving up, it's realizing that you dont need certain people, the bullshit and drama they bring. Do what makes you happy, be with the ones that makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live. I'm the author of my life, unfortunate I'm writing in pen, and can't erase my mistakes.

nk tunai kn janji manisku..huhu..ini la rmtes ku di duyung A 303..huhu..

tudg ijau:fasya
tudg corak:feha(clzmate edi)
tudg putih:syera

diorg sume da blk tok raye...jahat kn diorg,tggl kn ak sorg2 kt blk..as a result,ak pon merempat la kt blk org..haha..
pape pon,im glad 2 hav them in my room..x sggp rse nye nk bertuka blk..da slese ngan dorg..luv ya..huhu

*peace*

070910

tarikh keramat dowh...
hahahahahahahaha.....

firstly,date tue,ak blk umah tok raye...x saba ow...bosn dok cni..tade bnd nk wat..miss tim amik kt kolej den bwk pi umah die..n tunggu madam farah..bru la ktorg gerak pi kemaman..nk bli kopok leko dlu..org umah da kirim..hahaha..hurmm..pastue smbg perjalanan blk ke selangor..huhu=)..

secondly,BEDAY AQUE!!!!!huhu..going to be 19 dis year...masih meniti usia remaja ku..ahakz,,geli dowh ayat..pape tah..hurmm..taon nie cm bez je..tataw npe..sbb beday kt tempat org kot..plus pose lak tue..so cm ley private party kt dlm bilik r..haha..tade r..gurau je ma..=P..n taon nie gak ak nk tuntut adiah dr sume k..so sape2 yg lom bli adiah,ade mse lg nie..dun wori..kalo bg lmbt pon tape..asal ade adiah..huhu..


esok nk shpg jap kt bndr..bndr ke???teett...haha..nk bli adiah tok dena skali..walaupon da lme berlalu bday die..sowi2..org study mmg cmnie..bz2....haha..nk bli tok mama juga..yg len x yah la..kopok leko ckup kn???diam tanda setuju..iye kan aje..haha..bodo nie ckp sorg2..=P...

pape pon,ramadhan is leaving us,so use dis moment to da fullest n topup ur "amal jariah"..nice day all..=)

*peace*

penat nye....

dis week pnt gler...ngan pose nye,ngan terik nye,ngan replacement class nye,ngan kls smpi ke mlm nye,ngan all da quiz n test nye....waaa....sucks week....

n dis week gak ak dpt kol dr teet...benci nye ak...ley x brambos n mati je...ak x nk amik taw pasal ko la bodo.....im trying to build a new life here.....pegi jahanam ngan ko...ak nk bukti kn I WILL SURVIVE...KAN MA...

dis week gak ade org mle nk kacau ak..dak uniten gak..kwn my ex...seriously?????hurmmm....

dis week gak ak cam x sedap bdn..tataw npe...ati pon x sdp je..resah semacam...is there anything happen dat i dunno???plizz tell me...ak x ske la feeling cmne..x ley concentrate nk blaja...

slain tue,dis week gak ak nmpk die....huhu..hahaha....hm...die 2 skulmate ak yg ak pena suke dulu la..2 dulu...skrg ak bhgie solo...ak blom sedia nk terikat ngan komitmen..bia la pengalaman lalu menjadi pengajaran..ak x sggp dilukai bwat kali kedua...huhu


hurmm...pe lg ek??..basically,i juz hate dis week....cpt la minggu nie berlalu..n moge minggu yg mendatang lbey ceria n indah blake...huhu...


p/s:mama,i miss u..........


*peace*

puas suda!!!

mama pos cheesecake kt ak..huhu..sedap sgt...sehari je da bes..mau lagi...huhu..mmg puas r dpt mkn...thanks ma...

n td de test hospitality..ley jawab gak r..80% kot..tp tataw la btol ke x..tkot nk tggu result..huhu..hope nye tinggi r..sbb cm ley jwb..mst keciwa kalo x score..

hmm..tggl quiz food hygiene je esk..den tade test da dis week..x saba nye..x ske la test o quiz nie..cam berdebar je...hehe..da study..hope nye ley wat..

anyway..dis week supposely ak nk blk umah..tp de sukan kt kolej..so cancel la..maybe blk nex week kot..sowi la sis..sowi x pi konvo ko..huhu...n aunty lak wat beday party tok yan..so aunty kate nk kidnap pi umah die..ak tade hal la..alang2 kua,ley pi bli bju PBSM skali..huhu..

k r,nk smbg study...rest well 2 all...luv ya..

*peace*